Last night i was thinking about stuff and i suddenly realised that the way im going at college at the moment i am likly to finish my last year with absolutly nothing. Thats scarey. I really need to get my act together and work but thats easier said than done. My english teacher discovered that i was dyslexic last year and since someone has picked up on it, it seems to be more noticable to me and getting worse. I find it really difficult to get all of the stuff in my head out whether it be on paper or spoken. This is a symptom for dyslexics and its getting worse for me.
I know what i want to write in my essays but i cant physically get it out of my brain onto a piece of paper. I used to be able to manage fine but not anymore. Im frustrated because i know what i want to say only i cant say it! This is also why i am having trouble in my law lessons becasue there i so many facts i need to know and my brain just is not absorbing them at all? My law teacher has spoken to the woman in charge of learning difficulties and she is going to get me statemented so that i get extra time in exams and stuff. In one respect this is good but on the other hand i have managed all these years without it?!
I have two university interviews coming up soon and its all very exciting becasue i am going to have to travel by train all the way to Wales and make 4 changes which i have never done before. I think this could be one of thoses stressfull moments? i dont do well under pressure lol what if i miss a change? lol Anyway i have two weeks to worry about that. I have managed to find a ticket to Wales which will cost me £56.60 which in all honesty i cant afford because i have bills to pay and stuff so fingers crossed i still have enough to get there or else i will be " throwing away an opportunity" which is very true.
The ticket to Edgehill uni is only £41 so im not that worried about it becasue there is about a weeks difference and i will have enough saved up in my wages. The problem with my trip to Wales is that i had a week off of work and so im a week behind with my wages which means that i am going to get hardly anything this week becasue i was ill when i got back from outward bounds?!! So basically im screwed. I owe my dad two weeks rent as well.....
To change the subject quite dramatically im loosing weight which is great i can certainly notice a difference in myself but ill know more when other people notice too .. lol i cant wait it will be good to drop a dress size YAY!!!
OK im done with the ramblings above so keep in touch and i will see you soon ( even if that is only in cyber space!)
Amber xx
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I want to lose weight :(
But well done you :)
I havent had a period this month. It worries me :| and there is only likw 2% chance of being pregnant LOL.
Maybe because i got flu when I was meant to have it and im worring
I dont believe my blogg has tunrned into pregnancy watch and period trouble????! Hopefully your not and it is probably becasue you are worrying. Chill out!
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