* Yawns*

I have been at college all day today and i am very tired and very hungry now! I have been writing up my english course which, apart from the hiddious spelling mistakes is actually going rather well! Im a bit worried becasue someone who sent their ucas form the same time as me has already got an interview and i havnt? :( hopefully i will get an interview soon! I havnt exactly thought about how im going to get to these interview destinations as all of them are hundreds of miles away!?! ( I didnt think of that!?)

Im going to the cinima later to watch the pursuit of happyness... i havnt been for ages so it should be good and L is coming with my so thats even better!!!

Im off now see ya soon and if you do nothing else today COMMENT ON MY BLOGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! * points disapprovingly at you through the comoputer screen*

Blagged from L i want to know your answers...

COMMENT DAMN IT!
1. What's your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. What would you change bout me?
6. Do you think we'll be friends in three years time?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you say to me?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

Do you need to laugh? read this!

I was thinking of things that made me laugh becasue i was feeling a bit down in the dumps so i was reading old posts on my boyfriends blogg and look what i found ....

Bogsticks
One of A's more funnier sayings is "bless you with a bog stick."Apparently her friend went to say bless you with a big stick (a saying from A's other friend Dude) which A uses regularly, but actually said bless you with a bog stick. This is so random it makes me laugh. (A would say it makes me giggle).If anyone know what a bog stick is, or has a definition of a bogstick that they are willing to lend me, please leave me a comment and tell me, as I would love to know your thoughts on what a bogstick is, and what you think of a) the object and b) the saying.Don't forget:"Bless you with a bog stick."----------------------------------------What makes this even more funny for me (and A) is that this saying can be particularly linked to me and A, because of what happened on one of our walks. [I am considering putting this on another post, but as it ties in with the above, I'll keep writing it here. You can always imagine it as a new post anyway. (That is what the dotted lines are for; they separate one idea from the next - "the start of a new post")].We were on one of our walks, going somewhere or other and we had walked up a steep hill and were looking for somewhere to eat lunch. In a field, there were a clump of trees, which looked like a good place to eat lunch, so we went down to them. This involved walking down a very steep hill. When we got to the bottom, we thought it looked like a nice place, to sit and eat lunch, but it was actually a bog. To cut a long story short, instead of going back round the bog, I decided we should go through it. I did this, by jumping to bits of grass that looked solid enough for me to stand on, and I got across. A went to go, but fell down into the bog. The mud went right up to her knee, and her shoe was covered in it.So when I say "bless you with a bog stick", she replies "don't talk to me about bogs". lol!

Incase you didnt know 'A' is me! anyway no matter how many times i read it, it still makes me laugh so i thought i would share it with you!

ps...... Sorry for pinching it off of your blogg L!

I did it..

I thought i was going to sit in front of my paper a cry becasue i didnt know any of the answers. The good news is i sat the modual exam and at least i wrote some stuff down. I still doint think i have passed becasue you have to be able to recall lots of random facts and studies to get a good grade but at least i wrote 8 pages of crap right? wrong. I definatly wrote alot but what if it was just crap? Inevitably it was just crap but hopefully crap can score you some marks?

I have to say i have an incredible sense of relief but im not expecting anything above a U! Anyway back to work now so i will keep you informed with the results!? as if i want to!

Its Friday!!

Hey peeps how are you all doing?? its friday and i have nearly made a full week at collage for the first time in what seems like months due to health problems and general unhappyness. I am ( although it seems like a normal thing to do ) very pleased with myself :) I have been trying for ages to re- motivate myself to do better with my work at college and finally i seem to have had a kick in the right direction!

I have also had my hair re-coloured and re-styled yay! but i always find it annoying when you get home from the salon thinking yeah my hair is great, then you wake up in the morning with bits sticking up all over the place and you think, YUCK what the hell have i done?! I suppose it just takes some getting used too!

My plans for the weekend:

Saturday: Im going to work all day in the shop and help to train the new girl which should be good, there arnt usually three of us in the shop at the end of the day so it will be a bit of a novelty!!

Saturday evening i am going to chill out at home and do absolutly nothing...... actually the demond inside my head is voulenteering me for psychology revision :( Either way im going to go to sleep early!

Sunday:

Get up at the crack of dawn to go to church and socialize with my friends and then i will definatly go home and revise.

SO that is my exciting weekend planned :) ( roll on half term)

Have a good weekend see you soon Ambies xx

A horrible day or two!

Im one of those people who thinks the week starts on Sunday?! (am i right or am i just weird?! please let me know) anyway, i ended up in casualty on sunday morning because i thought i was having an asthma attack which scared me becasue i havnt had one of those since i was about 6. It turns out that i was just hyperventilating. This dude in disguise as a doctor started chatting on to me about life coaching and asking me questions. All of a sudden i started breathing properly and it was all over so that was good. So it was a Panick attack sort of thing which i have never had before but maybe it has something to do with me getting to stressed about things?

I had an absolutly diabolical day on monday when i discovered that Orange had taken twice the amount out of my bank account to pay for my contract phone. This ment that instead of taking £42 they took £84 causing me to go over drawn by £33. NOT GOOD. I rang up Orange who were extremly unhelpful and they said i needed to go to the bank and sort out getting my money back. The bank said that i would have to pay £30 charges for going over drawn and then an extra £30 for everyday my accuont was over drawn! so i was looking at nearly £90 of charges not good when you are POOR!. The woman at the bank then suggested that i could have an overdraft of £50 whioch would cover me for the chargtes if they could set it up that day but i needed someone to fill in this stupid form. Anyway i spent my lunch hour in the bank feeling crappy becasue i was in a mess i couldnt get out of quickly. So i went back to work and it turns out that Alisha was able to fill in the form and i got my over draft YAY! so im not in trouble anymore.

I went to my psychology lesson in the evening and i suddenly realised that i know nothing at all and for the modual exam i am entirely screwed up. I am going to cross my fingers, cram and hope for the best. It was also the last day for ucas applications so i went to the library and sent off my application. About ten minutes later my dad phoned up and read a message off of the home phone from the person at college who deals with the applications and she said i needed to check my spelling errors. It was too late. So i have sent a shockingly bad form to UCAS and i dont stand a hope in hell of getting into a uni.

By the time i got home on monday i was feeling really incredibly low so i phoned Luke. I feel so sorry for him, he had me yelling with frustration, being really tearfull and completly messed up in his ear for nearly and hour. Its sounds really weird but you know you've got something special when you can be on the phone to somone and nobody says anything at all, but its just comforting to have them there, silence can say alot sometimes.

Tuesday was alot better i had a day off and tried a little bit of revision and i went to youth forum which was alright, loud as usual.

I have high hopes for this week i plan to get a lot of work done becasue i have a lot of deadlines to meet between now and next week.
see you all soon xxx

I've dropped it!

At last i have got rid of the noose around my neck other wise known as World development!! i have been struggling quite a bit with the work load and everything else including my not so stable mental health! ( im not saying im crazy but my thinking patterns are seriously screwed! eg crying for no apparent reason, thinking that sleep is good instead of college) So i had a very long chat with my form tutor and i have asked her to withdraw me from World development. She then proceeded to give me a ahate to say i told you so leacture. ( She doubted me from the start HOW RUDE!)

I have to go now becasue i have a very boring law lesson to attend but no doubt i will see you all soon ......... Thats a threat and a promise lol

Ambies xxx

Hey all

Good morning and a happy Thursday too you to. I cant believe how boring all this work is, its enought to send anyone crazy!!! I have been given some really crappy deadlines from college which are really strict! YUCK! I have an exam in two weeks, its only a module but still i dont want to fail it. I was convinced it was supposed to be tuesday so i went into college monday night for my lesson and the teacher wasnt there but i discovered that my exam is actually on the 23rd so its all good!

This blogg would like to wish all thoses going through exam stuff at the mo LOTS OF LUCK!!!

Take care, see ya soon and dont get stressed!

Amber x

My new plans.

Im getting close to finishing my sencond year of A levels which is a big achievment for me becasue i never finish anything! I think my results are going to be crap becasue things arn't going well for me at the moment. Im going to have to go back to the doctors becasue i still have a chest infection and i have almost finished my antibiotic. This means that i can arrange to have my blood test done becasue they want to find out why i keep getting infections. Dad is worrying me slightly becasue he keeps saying to me that the more antibiotic i take now, if i really need it in a life or death situation it wont help me?! ( great way to make me feel better about health problems!) I was randomly thinking the other day that if i have children one day they are likley to inherit Asthma, Eczthma, allergies and a wonky nose so its not looking good for my offspring really!

My boss keeps talking to me about training me up as her deputy manager which is brillient. I enjoy my job alot and its different everyday and i think being given more responsibility is great. So, once i have finished all of my A levels in june im going to try and get as many hour as i can at work and also get another part time job that fits in with my hours at Special occasions becasue i will have All day tuesday, wednesday and Thursday free? so im sure its not impossible to find a job flexible enough. I also want to start driving lessons and two incomes will hopefully provide enough money for me to do that. I hope to be driving my christmas, that would rock. Its all dreams at the moment though. Dreams can come true so they say?

I was supposed to be going straight on to university after my A levels but i think my immune system cant cope with going here there and everywhere every five minutes so if i have to part time jobs i will gain a bit of stability wont i?! Eventually i will go to university and gain a teaching qualification but that will be in a few years.

So thats the plan............... fingers crossed!

MY IQ is 109

Thats not bad for a dumb brunette like me what do you think?!

Random Questions I want over people to answer these too please....

1) What was the Best Christmas Present you recieved this year?
My best present was probably my grow your own christmas tree becasue all i wanted was for dad to put up a tree but no! So when i got my own tree i was very excited and it rocks my socks off. Although it looks a bit like a christmas bush rather than a tree but its so beautiful! Thank You L :) ( the straignteners rocked too!)

2) What was the worst Christmas present you recieved this year?
He he i wouldn't say they were the worst, i would say most unusual was Toaster bags lol! our toaster doesnt even work properly lol :) * Laughs loudly*
3) Whats the best thing thats happend to you in 2006?
Sounds cheesy but its Luke.
4) Whats the worst thing thats happend to you in 2006?
Bad health especially the eye thing, that really was hidious especially the white patch ( sexy lady!)
5) What are your New years resolutions?
I dont usually stick to them, but i would like to be a happier person, finish college forever and loose weight ( as usual)
6) What are your hopes for 2007?
I hope that 2007 opens new door for my career and i hope to be driving with my own car by 2008!

Christamas comes and Christmas goes ..... and as for New Year SOD IT!!!!!

Long time no blogg?!! been relaxing at home! ( Laughs hysterically if only that were true!) I have been busy working in my shop selling christmas card, chocolate and anything else buyable that the old ladies of Stroud can pass off as christmas presents! lol bless erm. College has not been high on my list of priorities becasue i have been ill? i dont know what it is exactly.

Christmas is always busy now a days becasue im in the church choir which is very exciting. I had to sing at Christingle ( the person who created the " song" " Its rounded like an orange" (should surley get the best seat in hell) midnight mass and the christmas morning too...

I went to work on christmas eve between services and by the time i got home early christmas morning with gifts people had given me, i just about managed to get in the door, however i am lodging complaints because i could have sworn santa does home deliveries? Thank You to everyone who gave me cards and pressies it was lovely :) ( especially my lush pink straightners and my fairy mug) lol

New Years eve i went to a party during the day where i drank white wine which james spilt on me and i played a really cool game with playdough which Luke and i lost Twice before winning the final round WOOO!!! I was invited to another party later on in the evening but i was feeling rather ill so i went to bed at 6 without any tea and watched the television for a couple of hours.

i came to college this morning becasue i was told i have a lesson and Guess what folks not Blooming lesson!!! NOT IMPRESSED! i have to stay here looking like im busy and if i go home dad will be ready to shoot me for not being at college so i might go to gloucester? But whats the point if i have no money?! GRRRRR @ FINANCES!

This is called how RETARDED am i?!!! OH GOD 45% Hangs head in shame!

1.[x] I have walked into a glass/screen door.
2.[ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.
3.[x] I have choked on my own spit
4.[ ] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.
5.[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.
6.[x] I have accidently caught something on fire.
7.[ ] I've told a cop to fuck off and gotten screwed for it.
8.[ ] I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went int my nose, rather than my mouth.
9.[x] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me like I am weird. Happens all the time. BF's Blogg for example
10.[ ] I've caught myself drooling
11.[ ] I've accidently caused an explosion. *coughs
12.[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can't help but laugh. (sometimes!)
13.[ ] I've turned into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty of times.
14.[x] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out. Earth to Amber?!!!
15.[x] It is POSSIBLE to lick ur elbow well i dont think its impossible
16.[x] I just tried to lick my elbow. CRAP!
17.[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.
18.[ ] People often tell me to use my "inside voice"
19.[ ] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking (that is soo anoying!)
20.[x] I [have used] my fingers to do simple math.
21.[ ] I've jumped off a moving vehicle
22.[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.*haha* I ate chicken gizards does that count?
23.[x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important.
24.[ ]I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't.
25.[ ] I've peed my pants when I was HIGH.
26.[ ] I've ran around naked when I was drunk
27.[x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.
28.[x] I accidently break a lot of things.
29.[x] my friends know not to use big words on me.
30.[x] actually im fun to kick it with and laugh with friends like me because I'm fun to laugh at.
31.[ ] I cock my head to the side when I'm confused.
32.[x] Sometimes i start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about.
33.[x] I've fallen out of my chair before.
34.[ ] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.
Instructions:Copy and Paste.Fill in the x's for youOnce you get your answer multiply the Xs' by 3 and you'll see how retarded you are, and put it in the title LOL!