Im one of those people who thinks the week starts on Sunday?! (am i right or am i just weird?! please let me know) anyway, i ended up in casualty on sunday morning because i thought i was having an asthma attack which scared me becasue i havnt had one of those since i was about 6. It turns out that i was just hyperventilating. This dude in disguise as a doctor started chatting on to me about life coaching and asking me questions. All of a sudden i started breathing properly and it was all over so that was good. So it was a Panick attack sort of thing which i have never had before but maybe it has something to do with me getting to stressed about things?
I had an absolutly diabolical day on monday when i discovered that Orange had taken twice the amount out of my bank account to pay for my contract phone. This ment that instead of taking £42 they took £84 causing me to go over drawn by £33. NOT GOOD. I rang up Orange who were extremly unhelpful and they said i needed to go to the bank and sort out getting my money back. The bank said that i would have to pay £30 charges for going over drawn and then an extra £30 for everyday my accuont was over drawn! so i was looking at nearly £90 of charges not good when you are POOR!. The woman at the bank then suggested that i could have an overdraft of £50 whioch would cover me for the chargtes if they could set it up that day but i needed someone to fill in this stupid form. Anyway i spent my lunch hour in the bank feeling crappy becasue i was in a mess i couldnt get out of quickly. So i went back to work and it turns out that Alisha was able to fill in the form and i got my over draft YAY! so im not in trouble anymore.
I went to my psychology lesson in the evening and i suddenly realised that i know nothing at all and for the modual exam i am entirely screwed up. I am going to cross my fingers, cram and hope for the best. It was also the last day for ucas applications so i went to the library and sent off my application. About ten minutes later my dad phoned up and read a message off of the home phone from the person at college who deals with the applications and she said i needed to check my spelling errors. It was too late. So i have sent a shockingly bad form to UCAS and i dont stand a hope in hell of getting into a uni.
By the time i got home on monday i was feeling really incredibly low so i phoned Luke. I feel so sorry for him, he had me yelling with frustration, being really tearfull and completly messed up in his ear for nearly and hour. Its sounds really weird but you know you've got something special when you can be on the phone to somone and nobody says anything at all, but its just comforting to have them there, silence can say alot sometimes.
Tuesday was alot better i had a day off and tried a little bit of revision and i went to youth forum which was alright, loud as usual.
I have high hopes for this week i plan to get a lot of work done becasue i have a lot of deadlines to meet between now and next week.
see you all soon xxx
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