Im in Sheffield :)

Good morning random people who read my blogg i hope you are all good?!!! I have been very busy with interviews, drinking cocktails and listening to very loud live music in the pub :) I have been taken out for my meals which was very nice ..... we went to a place called valley centertainment yesturday where there is a cinema and bowling alley and loads of resturants. We went to a place called 'Board walk' and ate chicken and you can draw on the table with crayons lol its fun.

I am looking foward to coming home becasue its all very big and scary in Sheffield becasue its a city and you could probably fit the whole of stroud in it 100 times over. I also went on a tram ride which was fun ( i have never been on a tram before) lol

anyway see ya sooon and i love you all lots like stairway to heavan Cocktails in a very big jug that i drank all by myself and had a tiny hangover the day of my interview oops! Thank the lord for paracetamol and pro plus :) xxx

My fishy .....

My fishy died and it was really horrible becasue i noticed him when he was dieing and it was oh so horrible. He was kind of floating at the bottom of the bowl and then all of a sudden his body would kind of bend awquardly and he was trying to move but he couldnt and it was nasty. I had to flush him away when he started floating at the top of the bowl.

I cried alot because i loved Eb even though he was just a fish..... now im slightly miserable......

I had one of thoses bad days yesterday and i was just wiating for the third thing to happen and that was it..... this is what happend before...

1) i put my make-up on and had a hayfever attack thingy and my mascara went all down my face and i sneezed a bit to violently and twisted something in my spine which now hurts..

2) I cycled my bike to college as i tend to do these days, i went down the bypass and got onto the pavement and then i noticed that i could hear a funny noise and it was because i had punctured the front tyre and it was so flat it wasnt funny.

3) Eb

so all in all yesterday was one of those crappy days....

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!!!!!

I have just realised that i havnt told you the best news ever ........ I HAVE BEEN OFFERED A PLACE AT BANGOR UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * celebrates * YAY!!!!!!!!!!! im so pleased i cant explain how happy i am its just sock rockingly great!!!!!!!

So yeah now i am completly over the mooon im going to go and do some dyslexia tests!

bye bye xxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

IM GOING TO SHEFFIELD!!!!!!!

WOOOOOO!!! yesterday i bought my ticket to Sheffield to stay with Holly YAY!!! im going to go up to Sheffield stay overnight and then go to Edgehill uni for my interview and then back to Holly's and then home again wooo!!

After being on the earth for 19 years i have finally and most definatly come to the conclusion that money is and arse.

OK?!

IM GOING TO SHEFFIELD!!!!!!!

WOOOOOO!!! yesterday i bought my ticket to Sheffield to stay with Holly YAY!!! im going to go up to Sheffield stay overnight and then go to Edgehill uni for my interview and then back to Holly's and then home again wooo!!

After being on the earth for 19 years i have finally and most definatly come to the conclusion that money is and arse.

OK?!

My very long journey to Bangor university....

Yesterday i got up at the crack of dawn and cycled to stroud where i caught the 07.14 train to cheltenham spar. Once i got to Cheltenham spar i caught the train to Crewe but there was a delay on my journery so i missed my connecting train to Chester. At this point i was slightly stressed to say the least becasue i had to the uni in an hour and i had an hour and a half journey to make and i was still wiaiting for the train?! Eventually i caught the train to Chester and then went straight onto Bangor where i was thankfully only 30 mins behind everyone else (i didnt feel guilty though becasue i phone ahead to say that i would be late) I was taken to this big seminar room where about 150 other people all applying for the same course as me were sat with there parents. I felt a little bit apprehensive becasue i was all on my own. We had a small tour of the site which looks amazing and then we were split into groups of seven for our interviews.

They took us all into a room with two people who gave us the interviews once we had completed a group task and a written task. I think i did ok... i dont know. I was the second in for my one on one interview and i think i babbled a bit becasue i was nervous but i answered all of the questions and i reiterated the fact that i have alot of background experience and teaching is the only thing i want to do. You may have heard me talk about EdgeHill being the uni i would love to go to but i think i like Bangor even more. I didnt realise untill yesterday that i would be able to pick up WELSH as a new language?!!!! That would completly rock?! so i am crossing my fingers that i get a place at bangor because it seems really great.

I know that it is stupid to get my hopes up because if i dont get into to Bangor or Edgehill then i shall be slightly gutted but i have a back up plan!!!

1) Get a full time job and save up alot of money.
2) Learn to drive.
3) Do any resits i need to get the grades i want.
4) Apply for uni next year maybe University of Gloucestershire Hopefully i shall be driving then?
5) save more money

So there is the reserve plan and its not all bad because i can learn to drive so thats a bonus?

anyway im off now i have to go and pay some bills and buy some shampoo!
I have just had my hair cut and it looks lovely in my oppinion! to those non observant people i have had it cut shorter and re-shaped.

Amber xx

Im screwed up....

Yesterday i came home from work and spent the majority of the evening in tears. I cant even explain why. I still feel sad today i woke up with puffy sad eyes and i looked like i hadnt been to sleep for six years. This is my blogg right? so i am going to write things in this space that i feel. I was very greatful to speak to Luke he some how manages to make me feel better and he understands what im talking about. Sometimes i do feel as though im a bit of a burden i know (i can hear de ja vou too) but i cant help how i feel. i feel as though i put in so much effort into my relationships with people but i still feel insecure. I dont understand.

Im going to tell you what happened yesterday...

Yesterday was results day for my psychology module ' Psychology in Crime' and i had to go and collect my results at 10.00am. We got to the exams office and the actual results hadn't come through so they had printed the results off of the site and given them to us. :( I got a U. I felt really bad about that, but the other boy who came with me got a U too. I then discovered from the head of sixth form that out of a class of ten, only 2 people got E grades and the rest got U or X which means they didnt score any points.

I was thinking about it last night and if its any concilation which it isnt, i got a high U only needed 5 marks for an E?! So at the moment i feel pretty crap about the whole thing becasue it means extra work and i am having enough trouble with taking in all the information for my other subjects.

I bought my train ticket for my interview in Bangor which is good so i can definatly go, the only thing will be getting there coz i have a feeling it isnt going to be plain sailing... or trainining as the case maybe??

I have to go now so i will no doubt see you all soon xox ( some sooner than others as they live in Sheffield!)

Im still here .....

Its crazy but i have been so busy over the past week or so that i have had no time to blogg. * hangs head in shame* so now im back. YAY!!!!

Today is not a good day for reasons i do not wish to talk about at the moment becasue i am up to head in stress and i cant write it all down. Yesturday was crap too i blame the woman in the shop.

I am going to go now as i think i might get carried away and YELLLL!

thank you for listening come back when im not so stressed!