Im screwed up....

Yesterday i came home from work and spent the majority of the evening in tears. I cant even explain why. I still feel sad today i woke up with puffy sad eyes and i looked like i hadnt been to sleep for six years. This is my blogg right? so i am going to write things in this space that i feel. I was very greatful to speak to Luke he some how manages to make me feel better and he understands what im talking about. Sometimes i do feel as though im a bit of a burden i know (i can hear de ja vou too) but i cant help how i feel. i feel as though i put in so much effort into my relationships with people but i still feel insecure. I dont understand.