Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Im tired and i want to go home..... lol

I was just thinking about when i was little and me and my sister used to play games with each other. When mum was a student she used to have to buy lots of text books so me and Holly used to sit in the dinning room with a broken computer key board and mountains of mums books and pretend we were in a library or a book shop. We used to make mum come and pretend to buy books from us. Apparently we had a good use of imagination when we were little becasue we used to put the ironing bored up outside our bedroom door and pretend to sell things to whoever happend to be trying to go to the loo in piece. ( my bedroom door is opposite the toilet.)

Ha ha that reminds me of something else we used to do when mum was alive... lol this is rather weird but when the loo roll was finished we all used to right messages on the empty roll for each other. ( your probably thinking OMG FREAK!) OMG and Holly used to host an imaginary radio show called ' TOILET FANS' when she was on the loo LOL HA!

I was such a brat to her i bet she was glad to move away when she did. i cant help but think that i am fake. I was a spoilt brat and the only reason i dont get what i want anymore is becasue mum isnt alive? I dont know if that statement is true or not. I dont think the person i am and the person you know is fake? There are so many things i miss. i know this must get boring becasue it keeps coming up every once in a while. Im feeling sad.

2 comments:

Miss Strange said...

Oh don't be so silly sibling! I think you are a nice and good person... Everyone goes through a patch when they are younger like that. Just face it... You have grown up :PP

It will all be ok dear *hugs*

Luke said...

^^^^^^^^^Quote exactly what she said!!!^^^^^^^ LOl this post made me laugh . . . but sorry - it's *peace (not piece). And don't worry - childhood is when we are allowed to be a bit silly and imagine things - that's the whole point. YOU ARE NOT FAKE - you are probably just having a bad day. Don't focus on the past, it's gone and you can't change it. Focus on the future - thats why our eyes were placed in the front of our head so we could look forwards . . . ! :)