I sing in a choir and we have recently had a new choir director and he is amazing at getting us to sing well. We did choral evensong the other day and we sounded amazing :0) im not kidding you should come and listen to us lol. (whoever you are)
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I was supposed to be in the Stroud news and Journal today but i looked early this morning and im not in it. :0) Im not that bothered becasue i dont like the picture they have of me so i have been saved for a week or so. The journalist came to my house the otherday to chat to me that was really weird.
I have a really bad feeling about today, probably becasue i have human biology :S i still hav'nt mastered the art of this subject and its quite depressing becasue i almost dread going to the lesson becasue its so long! IM NOT GOING TO DROP IT. I am not going to be a faliure/ drop out/ quitter/ useless piece of rubbish like i was last year or the year before!
I think i should stop raising my voice in captial letters but thats exactly how i feel ANGRY! I dont know why, i think it might have something to do with the death of my mum. I feel so cross. I want to stand on the top of a very high hill and scream at the top of my voice. I think i would feel alot better after that?
Im not weird honestly lol! im sure im not the only one who feels like screaming at the top of their voice?!! ( i hope not anyway)
I have decided im not going home after church on sunday i am going to find a hill to sit on and eat my lunch and then i am just going to walk and walk and hopefully end up at church for the hospital service!
im going to stop whinging now becasue people must get slightly fed up with it? but i do feel a bit better in my defence which is good :)
oooooh lyrics floating through my head at the moment .......
* .........some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers, but i dont want that no not for you if you just stay with me we cant make it through ......... Good Charlotte Rock My Socks Off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
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Thankyou for blogging i will visit your sitesome time when i have a spare five minutes :0)
it is alwys a tgood idea to have a good scream now and again. i find it helps, although i haven't creamed in ages. i normally release my anger by loosing my temper, and shouting at someone. it helps me, but then i have to apoligise, so it makes it all better. oh, and don't be afraid of posting your feelings, even if you do feel really really angry! letting it all out can help sometimes! and good charlotte rock when played really really loudly!
you need to make your line shorter, as it has messed up the layout of your blog. just delete some of it, and your profile will return to the top of the page. and sorry about my spelling! (above)
Oopsy i hadnt noticed that! I will have ago at sorting it out when i have time. I was really bad today and i skipped human biology :0( i feel really guilty becasue i missed it so now i feel angrier at myself than i did in the first place if that makes sense?
I dont know what to do? I can either drop it and keep psychology and english and be happy, or i can keep it and finish it at as level and pick up a new one in september? i am not giving up NO WAY!
OH BTW problem solved lol my line has been successfully shortened!!!
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